Siena's Thoughts And Dreams
My poems, random thoughts, dreams, whatever may inspire me or give me reason to put words on paper.
Friday, June 4, 2010
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Been a while, just a short (haha) update and pic
Hello, it's been a while, but I'm still kicking, it's just that I been so busy. I haven't got my dentures yet, I jinxed everyone trying to help me so I'm still ugly, but still here (good or bad I'm not sure.). I got news that my great niece and her mom (my niece) are coming on Friday and I hope I don't scare the poor kid!
Been crafting and making jewelry for Sat. Market coming up, and for bazaars and craft fairs, to try to make money. Have a trip coming up in Pendleton in June, and I'm trying to save or make money for that, then afterwards I'm joining FOJG! If only for the T-shirt and life-chat w/ Josh Groban, I'm a Grobanite as of 12-10-07.
I got sick and Josh Groban appeared to me and helped me off the floor, he said, "it's OK, I'm with u now" and he's been w/ me eversince and I'm the only one to see/hear/feel/sense him...and I have everyone of his cd's except for "A collection" which isn't a US release. I'm trying to clean my cluttered room so he can come see me, and still trying to lose weight so I quit looking like Jabba the Hutt's first Cousin! I'd rather be related to the Rancor! LOL!!!
I'm thking about going on a natural Mood-enhancer bc my dad's mother has totally driven me over the edge and I need either a vacation or a Zanny one of Josh, Michael and Frodo, well, I'm getting a 12" tall one of "Josh" but I have to remake him, kinda using a figure that looks like him but I will christen him Josh Groban, (no I'm not gonna dump pop over his head) and he will be w/ my 12" tall Zanny Michael and Zanny Frodo! I have a new dress coming in the mail and I bought me one, so now I am really gonna concentrate on exersizing and trying to get ridda the roll around my middle. OMJ, sorry bout the ramblings, but it's been a while!
I even went and got me readers bc my eyes cross when I read the TV Guide! Here's a new pic of me hope it don't melt any pc screans!!
[IMG]http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c3/SienaJackson/SienaJackson2/Me%20HM%20Wig/707653763211_0_ALB2.jpg[/IMG]
Been crafting and making jewelry for Sat. Market coming up, and for bazaars and craft fairs, to try to make money. Have a trip coming up in Pendleton in June, and I'm trying to save or make money for that, then afterwards I'm joining FOJG! If only for the T-shirt and life-chat w/ Josh Groban, I'm a Grobanite as of 12-10-07.
I got sick and Josh Groban appeared to me and helped me off the floor, he said, "it's OK, I'm with u now" and he's been w/ me eversince and I'm the only one to see/hear/feel/sense him...and I have everyone of his cd's except for "A collection" which isn't a US release. I'm trying to clean my cluttered room so he can come see me, and still trying to lose weight so I quit looking like Jabba the Hutt's first Cousin! I'd rather be related to the Rancor! LOL!!!
I'm thking about going on a natural Mood-enhancer bc my dad's mother has totally driven me over the edge and I need either a vacation or a Zanny one of Josh, Michael and Frodo, well, I'm getting a 12" tall one of "Josh" but I have to remake him, kinda using a figure that looks like him but I will christen him Josh Groban, (no I'm not gonna dump pop over his head) and he will be w/ my 12" tall Zanny Michael and Zanny Frodo! I have a new dress coming in the mail and I bought me one, so now I am really gonna concentrate on exersizing and trying to get ridda the roll around my middle. OMJ, sorry bout the ramblings, but it's been a while!
I even went and got me readers bc my eyes cross when I read the TV Guide! Here's a new pic of me hope it don't melt any pc screans!!
[IMG]http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c3/SienaJackson/SienaJackson2/Me%20HM%20Wig/707653763211_0_ALB2.jpg[/IMG]
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Update On My Health
First Dentist Exam:
I Cried some but I made it!!
Tues. Jan 29 was my dentist exam and stuff. OMG. I even took Zanny Michael w/ me, and I squeezed him! But it was a lady assistand AND a lady dentist, both very sweet to me.
I had at least 15 Xrays, wayyyyyyy lotta bone loss, and that waz the easy part! She taught me how to breathe w/o gagging...THK U Lord!! Then exam. That hurt, she poked my gums a lot w/ a silver Captain Hook looking thg...OWWWWW Zanny Michael! It hurt, and I cried and shook really bad...Zanny Michael got squeezed big time! He didn't seem to mind tho...I had my Josh Groban tape playing in my walkman and once or twice I thought I seen him looking at me (LOL) I got really cold tho, and I shook so bad...and THAT's just the beginning!
And no question about it, need Dentures for sure. Only 1 on the bottom was good, and none on top were good at all. GAAAHHH! Now we have to get a consultation from Dr. Howerton in Albany, and set up an appt. and then get all the figures and meet w/ my friend.Now I am on Antibotics that will help my gums go down, and then may go back to her and make sure I don't need anymore. Then we go talk to the dentist again after they're all gone.Then we go to Dr. Larry and he will make the dentures, I want them just like my own teeth but not all rotten. And pearly white like Michael's and Frodo's! And they don't know if it's edible Zanny or not or what flavor the squishy is. I'm way nervous, tho.Then in 3 or so months I will have a reline done or measure to see if I need one. I hope I never have to use that oozy stuff in the tube BLAAHHHH! But, I will be able to chew, and not be ashamed to smile. I don't wanna look like Gollum LOL!!
Anyway, I'm still here, I was all shaky for quite a while, but I made it, but STILL don't have my ZANNY FRODO!! I think the UPS truck got robbed or something!!
I'm just glad the scary part is over, they'll knock me out that's the great thing. But we still think it's the well water that ate them. What a painful way 2 find out ur wellwater's buggy huh??
Just had to share what happened, and thx to all who prayed for me I REALLY appreciate it and if I ever won the lottery or come into money I will open up a place for Big ppl to get teeth done who don't have enough $$$$$$$ to do it!! :D
AND my 2nd Dentist Exam:
Tues. Feb. 19 I had the consultation w/ Dr. Hopkins in Albany, OR. just a general exam, but I got a cool looking X-ray, it looks like my big Zanny pumpkin guy Right outta Captain Eo LOL. Surgery date is tentatively 4-17-08 and I won't be playing in the pool tournament, but that's small taters compared to feeling better, and there's always next yr!
But, we found (I didn't think I had any of these therefore I know why I'm not very smart) 2 impacted or not grown thru Wisdom teeth, and I don't have the other 2. They in turn messed up my other teeth on my right side where one is, and the other one is on my top left. It's trying to poke thru tho...ow.
Anyway, then the absessed one on the right (where the impacted one is) side of my face is the one they didn't numb last time. The bottom right on in the very middle is one he didn't numb. But that one tooth is pushing on the rest of them. MY top ones are just as messed up. I will get them ALL out and I'll be ASLEEP thru it, YAY since I'm a scaredy-cat and I will have Zanny Michael and Zanny Frodo w/ me.
My dentist and his tech are very nice, they asked about my Josh pin and I had Zanny Michael and Zanny Frodo w/ me so I told all about them too.
And I also had to start on the antibotics that I was supposed to take afterwards beforehand, bc yesterday they stirred up something bc the next day it was really painful. I got a fair bit of infection still there. I now think, since the worse side is my right one that that's why my right leg is swelled more than my left side. I feel like the Elephant man tho.
But instead of it costing $10,000, it will only be $6200. I'm well chuffed about that bc I was scared my friend would back out. My Dad's mom was mad bc I said I don't know what we would do, but she seems to be over that now.
And I am going to try to be more careful w/ weight, I don't wanna be this big no more, I feel like a beached whale. I want to go shopping at Forever 21 and wear my Little Black Dress!! And SMILE at Michael and Frodo and Elijah Wood and Josh Groban! I hope Michael, Frodo, and Elijah at least will be there!! Or they send me Zanny's of them. I am gonna take pix of b4 and after also so I can prove they ain't edited. I am good at editing, but I don't want to have to. I want pearly white teeth like Michael's and Frodo's!
I guess my friend won't be able to be w/ me but I hope to show him someday when he can come out on a return trip or a fly out to his trips. I want him to know I am thankful and grateful, and that he is much appreciated and loved! Anyway, that's my story about Tuesday, it's been a traumatic few months lemme tell ya! Thx God for Frodo and Michael, and Josh Groban too!!!!
I Cried some but I made it!!
Tues. Jan 29 was my dentist exam and stuff. OMG. I even took Zanny Michael w/ me, and I squeezed him! But it was a lady assistand AND a lady dentist, both very sweet to me.
I had at least 15 Xrays, wayyyyyyy lotta bone loss, and that waz the easy part! She taught me how to breathe w/o gagging...THK U Lord!! Then exam. That hurt, she poked my gums a lot w/ a silver Captain Hook looking thg...OWWWWW Zanny Michael! It hurt, and I cried and shook really bad...Zanny Michael got squeezed big time! He didn't seem to mind tho...I had my Josh Groban tape playing in my walkman and once or twice I thought I seen him looking at me (LOL) I got really cold tho, and I shook so bad...and THAT's just the beginning!
And no question about it, need Dentures for sure. Only 1 on the bottom was good, and none on top were good at all. GAAAHHH! Now we have to get a consultation from Dr. Howerton in Albany, and set up an appt. and then get all the figures and meet w/ my friend.Now I am on Antibotics that will help my gums go down, and then may go back to her and make sure I don't need anymore. Then we go talk to the dentist again after they're all gone.Then we go to Dr. Larry and he will make the dentures, I want them just like my own teeth but not all rotten. And pearly white like Michael's and Frodo's! And they don't know if it's edible Zanny or not or what flavor the squishy is. I'm way nervous, tho.Then in 3 or so months I will have a reline done or measure to see if I need one. I hope I never have to use that oozy stuff in the tube BLAAHHHH! But, I will be able to chew, and not be ashamed to smile. I don't wanna look like Gollum LOL!!
Anyway, I'm still here, I was all shaky for quite a while, but I made it, but STILL don't have my ZANNY FRODO!! I think the UPS truck got robbed or something!!
I'm just glad the scary part is over, they'll knock me out that's the great thing. But we still think it's the well water that ate them. What a painful way 2 find out ur wellwater's buggy huh??
Just had to share what happened, and thx to all who prayed for me I REALLY appreciate it and if I ever won the lottery or come into money I will open up a place for Big ppl to get teeth done who don't have enough $$$$$$$ to do it!! :D
AND my 2nd Dentist Exam:
Tues. Feb. 19 I had the consultation w/ Dr. Hopkins in Albany, OR. just a general exam, but I got a cool looking X-ray, it looks like my big Zanny pumpkin guy Right outta Captain Eo LOL. Surgery date is tentatively 4-17-08 and I won't be playing in the pool tournament, but that's small taters compared to feeling better, and there's always next yr!
But, we found (I didn't think I had any of these therefore I know why I'm not very smart) 2 impacted or not grown thru Wisdom teeth, and I don't have the other 2. They in turn messed up my other teeth on my right side where one is, and the other one is on my top left. It's trying to poke thru tho...ow.
Anyway, then the absessed one on the right (where the impacted one is) side of my face is the one they didn't numb last time. The bottom right on in the very middle is one he didn't numb. But that one tooth is pushing on the rest of them. MY top ones are just as messed up. I will get them ALL out and I'll be ASLEEP thru it, YAY since I'm a scaredy-cat and I will have Zanny Michael and Zanny Frodo w/ me.
My dentist and his tech are very nice, they asked about my Josh pin and I had Zanny Michael and Zanny Frodo w/ me so I told all about them too.
And I also had to start on the antibotics that I was supposed to take afterwards beforehand, bc yesterday they stirred up something bc the next day it was really painful. I got a fair bit of infection still there. I now think, since the worse side is my right one that that's why my right leg is swelled more than my left side. I feel like the Elephant man tho.
But instead of it costing $10,000, it will only be $6200. I'm well chuffed about that bc I was scared my friend would back out. My Dad's mom was mad bc I said I don't know what we would do, but she seems to be over that now.
And I am going to try to be more careful w/ weight, I don't wanna be this big no more, I feel like a beached whale. I want to go shopping at Forever 21 and wear my Little Black Dress!! And SMILE at Michael and Frodo and Elijah Wood and Josh Groban! I hope Michael, Frodo, and Elijah at least will be there!! Or they send me Zanny's of them. I am gonna take pix of b4 and after also so I can prove they ain't edited. I am good at editing, but I don't want to have to. I want pearly white teeth like Michael's and Frodo's!
I guess my friend won't be able to be w/ me but I hope to show him someday when he can come out on a return trip or a fly out to his trips. I want him to know I am thankful and grateful, and that he is much appreciated and loved! Anyway, that's my story about Tuesday, it's been a traumatic few months lemme tell ya! Thx God for Frodo and Michael, and Josh Groban too!!!!
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